Well I’m in Ayr. I’m dog sitting tonight as my Mother is out at a concert with my Step-dad and there is noone to watch the dog (and make sure he doesn’t destroy the house). It is proabably not the best time to be traveling as I have not been well since doing too much at the pool on Friday. Yesterday was horrible.

As I mentioned before I had planned on doing some writing yesterday (either the dragon story or some fanfiction) but not only was I feeling ill, but I was also ridiculously depressed. The depression was triggered by yet another rejection letter from a job I wanted. I knew it was coming but it hit me harder than I expected. As a result I ended up writing the short story ‘Repunzel Repunzel’ http://persephonetinkerbell.yolasite.com/repunzel-repunzel.php and a chapter of my SPN fanfiction ‘The Weapon’ http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6549227/1/The_Weapon.

Anyway back to my horrible day. I spent a lot of time yesterday trying to sleep. My first attempt didn’t amount to anything as I couldn’t get the idea for Repunzel out of my head. I got up, wrote the short story and tried again. This time I was far too cold so got up again. I had been having dizzy spells all day, as well as aches in all my limbs. but decided to have a bath to try and relax enough to sleep. This was a very bad idea. I did enjoy my bath, until I stood up. I became very dizzy. It was so bad I had to collapse onto the toilet and davy had to help me get to the bedroom so I could lie down. I couldn’t move for about 20 minutes. I have been having very bad dizzy spells since then and didn’t sleep very well. I went to bed very early (about 7:30) I woke up several tims, every few hours. Including once at about 2:30 when someone (either upstairs or outside I couldn’t tell with my dizzyness) was using what sounded like an electric drill or sander or something.

I am still very off today. Every few steps I get a dizzy spell and have to stop. Now I’m sitting on the sofa with Quinn at my feet trying to get back to writing. We will see how that goes.

PT

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